year of 2008 is drawing near. i wouldnt say i've accomplished much this year
but rather, a significant year for me. First, a transition from secondary school
to junior college has stimulated me to change. i've learnt that i'm never alone.
probably till now, i still have a lil trouble in speaking up about my personal
problems. disappointments and phobia scare me.

once had a close buddy who was always there for me,
accompanying me to work, eat and have fun together.
it's really a pity that u're not here. somehow i don rmber
those ugly memories. and i really hope u're doing fine.

and yes. it took my some time to open up.
getting to know my class girls seemed to be a chore to me.
i dunno. it just happened to me. not that they're complicated,
but i just didnt want to step out of my comfort zone.
honestly, i saw many girls to be inmature and naive.

but slowly, my thinking started to change.
i think mummy rachel is really nice to me. i mean, she
cares for me. i used to think she's a nerd and knows nothing.
i'm sorry mummy rachel. i bet u must be like, "huh! i'm a nerd?"

lols..

i didnt quite like xinwei in the first place.
to see a girl dressing up like some cartoon characters
in JUNIOR COLLEGE?
and i thought she's some kind of cheena hello kitty.
guess wat. i love her. she's probably someone who will truly
lend me her listening ears. she's huggable. and i would love to
learn many things from her which i probably don get a
chance to in life. thanks for being there for me babe.

kikuu, i don care how people gonna sae about us, but
i really see u as a great brother. u were there for me
when i was upset n everything. even till now, u're always checking if
i'm happy or not. helping me in my studies n
everything. thanks really.

selestine! sleeping beauty. i dunno how am i going to
survive next year without u. cos i thought when 2 people
ask the same question will at least convince the teacher to explain
the whole thing, all over again.
u shld have recorded ur voice in the mitten. i'm gonna miss you.

jeffrey and minglee. u two r my motivations.
don stop here. keep on growing.
things may be hard, but just two of u r enough to show me
how wonderful God is. and that prayers work...

ezekiel. thanks for being my movie partner these days. u r the one
started my TY bear collection. each serves an encouragement
to perservere, to trust in God n to see things in different angles.
oh yah, thanks for being my part time printer.

randolph. thou i get closer to u just recently. i could
see u're a really a nice person to mix with. u went thru
e trouble to show me the documents n everything.
i was touched ok? and u! my msn chat mate. lols.

mao, i could feel the underlying reason for
ur down feeling these days. not trying to act smart or anything.
but please, trust me that we're here for you.
u're not alone. so what if next year, the time table is different?
friendship can still last if we make the effort.
cheer up. we still love you.

hafiz, u're nice and helpful. another brother of mine.
yes, i don like when u suddenly shout in the midst of ghost story telling.
but i think i cant do anything about that. lols.
thanks for taking care of me.
i think im gonna b so damn blur without u.


I LOVE YOU GUYS. 2008 is gonna be hard, i know that. but together, we can overcome all the obstacles. countdown!